I'm still finding it hard to come to terms with Jane's death it feels like a nightmare and I want to wake up from it. I'll not see her sweet smile again, its so difficult to understand why this has happend.
Everytime my phone bleeps I think it should be a text from Jane, when I check my emails I'm still expecting one from her, its so strange.
I'm not looking forward to the funeral on Wednesday, I know its going to be a final goodbye. I'm going down Tuesday and staying over with Janes parents they are really nice people, I feel so sorry for them, it must be hard for parents to bury their Child.
I've asked if I can say a few words at the funeral, it'll be hard and emotional but I feel I need to do it.
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